I went through my old posts today (god, I cannot believe I have had this blog for almost 5 years!!) and just realized how much my ex was a part of my life. There are so. many. posts about us. We did so many things together. I tried culling through my blog and deleting all mention of him at one point... and it was difficult because he was so integrated and a big part of who I was and what I did before. At one point, after we broke up, I wondered if I could ever look at those pictures again and not feel hurt. Now, it is like dusting off an old shoe box. I felt bittersweet reading some of my posts that cracked open the window to my previous relationship... it is like oh, that did happen, he was there too!... And I feel completely okay!
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